so i just recently got an email from a committee planning my highschool reunion and i'm not really sure i'm hot on the idea of attending. i have mixed emotions about highshool. there were times that it was actually alot of fun... most of the time it was an emotional nightmare. all in all i couldn't help feeling so relieved to leave. i think that's why a loved college so much. it was a fresh new start. not having anyone from cerritos in the entire city of san luis obispo was so liberating. highschool was such a lonely time for me... always trying to fit in where i didn't. of course i'm sure it's that way for alot of people. i had some friends sure... but they were friends at school. i was never really close to anyone really... well, not enough to see them after school or on the weekends... there was never anyone really to talk to. i didn't have an older brother and i was kind of a late bloomer so the friends that i grew up with actually left me behind for a while.

anyway, traumatic or not, i've found that reminiscing is always fun. the music we used to listen to, the clothes that were popular back then, and i'd imagine that finding out what happened to everyone after those four years would be pretty interesting too. i dunno... maybe i'll go.